母は男癖が悪く、頻繁に男を家に連れ込んでいた。私は母の彼氏に変な目で見られるのが嫌で…服も髪型も喋り方さえも男っぽくしていた。母の彼氏が来ている晩は家に居場所がなくて、夜中に外で時間を潰すことが多かった。そんな心もとない夜に声をかけてくれたのが隣に住む中田のおっちゃんだった。おっちゃんはまるで自分の子供のように私の世話を焼いてくれて、私にとっての父であり…初めて意識した異性になった。あれから数年、私は初恋のおっちゃんと再会した。
My mother had a bad habit of bringing men home frequently. I hated being looked at strangely by my mother's boyfriends, so I dressed, styled my hair, and even spoke in a masculine way. On nights when my mother's boyfriend was over, I felt out of place at home and often spent time outside in the middle of the night. It was on one of those lonely nights that Mr. Nakata, who lived next door, spoke to me. He took care of me like I was his own *****, and he became like a father to me… and the first man I ever became aware of in a romantic way. Several years later, I reunited with my first love, Mr. Nakata.

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